Sheesh
So pissed right now.. she’s mad cause I didn’t call her or nothing…I’m getting sick of being yelled at…I feel pathetic when she does…and im just tired…
She’s really pushing me away without even knowing it…
Ok yes I may have a gf but…I don’t feel it no more. The spark I mean. I’m depressed cause it’s just not working. -sighs- I think I love another. I think tho
A dream…
And she was in it. Now I can’t stop thinking about her and I regret working too hard. She left me for that guy she liked in high school. Well…as long as she’s happy then I’m ok even tho I miss her terribly.
The things I do for love…fuck.
Yea…Cant help but to make the girl I love happy.
Even tho she’s with another, and I have my own girlfriend problems to handle.
Ive loved this girl for more then 5 years. I also fell in love with her bestfriend but that soon melted away when my feelings were to overwhelmed and confused.
I cant be the bad guy cause I really cant control my feelings. come on who hasnt been in this situation before? If you havent then your lucky.
Sorry for the rant but this is the main reason for making this. Need to say things I wouldnt say outloud to anyone I know.
